~tanicky

...And when I laid beside you
For the first time
I told you
I feel you in my heart,
And I don't even know you
Now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye
Now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye
I was nineteen
(Call me)
I felt you in my life
Before I ever thought to
Feel the need to lay down
Beside you
And tell you
I feel you in my heart,
And I don't even know you
And now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye
Now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye
I was nineteen
(call me)
I was nineteen
(call me)
Flew home,
Back to where we met
Stayed inside
I was so upset
Cooked up a plan,
So good except
I was all alone
You were all I had
Love you
You were all mine
Love me
I was yours right
I was yours right
I was nineteen
(call me)
I was nineteen
(call me)

-Nineteen by Tegan and Sara ---> [link]

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::WARNING::
Stereotypical teenage angst, bitchiness, emo-ness, etc. MAY follow…and I’m not proud of it ._.

I would seriously appreciate and love whoever seriously takes the time to read this ^^

Hi all…
So yeah, I know I haven’t updated in a while… I just haven’t really been myself lately. I realized I’m at that point in life where I’m starting to figure out who I am and where I stand on certain things. So far I’ve learned that I’ve pretty much lost my whole artist ambition. I just kinda lost my drawing spark. So I’ve decided to shut down my whole request thing (I’m SOOOOOOO sorry for those of you whose drawings I didn’t get to TT~TT ! ) and I have an idea I’ll just be posting up the stuff I do in my art classes. I do LOVE art history though so I’m going to continue taking art at my school. I’ve also figured out that I actually wanna start ballroom dancing. I’ve found that I’m actually very attracted to it.

MANY thanks to people who make it this far

So yeah… emotionally I feel like I’m on a roller coaster. I mean one day I’m totally happy and everything and then all of a sudden someone says something and I get incredibly pissed at them… but then I feel bad cause I realize that sometimes there was no reason for me to get mad… then I’ll feel guilty. Then I’ve been feeling bad that I never want to be home either. I mean it’s not like I have a horrible family life or anything. My family’s actually really close, it’s just that sometimes I just get so pissed I can’t take it anymore. I feel like they are trying to chain my down… almost as if my mom’s trying to give me the life SHE wanted not me. That’s why I’m so glad I have summer school and Quinceanera practice to go to a couple hours later. It gives me a long break from my house… I mean as soon as I get home it just like screams FRUSTRASTION!!! I can’t stand living there.

ALMOST there, just keep goin’!!!

You know what else… my parents sent me to private school so I could get a better education (Which I have and really do appreciate the experience) AND have put me in the IB program at my high school to even FURTHER that education… I’m not even sure I actually want a job. After thinking about so far what I want most in life if just to have a family… That may sound kinda weird coming from a 15 year old but I’m serious. I mean I don't wanna just go screw my boyfriend right now and have a kid but I mean like, I wanna marry young, like somewhere between 21 and 23, and I’d love to have a kid by the time I’m 26(even more preferably a son). Is that really so odd? I don’t know… most likely my thoughts on this will change in time but… right now I know this is what I want…

Phew, that was long… well done ventin’ for now…
SEE YA!!

CONGRATS!!! You have made it to the end of my vent
Thanks soooooooo much. I love ya^^


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3. Answer honestly on what Video Games you want
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Video Games I want the most (In no specific order) 10-15Max
1. Singstar 90’s
2. Guitar Hero: Areo Smith
3. FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST: DREAM CARNIVAL!!!
4. Dig Dug Digging Strike
5. Izuna: Legend of the Unemployed Ninja
6. American Idol: Encore
7. Lost in Blue 2
8. Rock Band
9. Lego Indiana Jones
10. Okami

Video Games you want to destroy and want rid the world of-Max 5-8
1. Kung Fu Panda
2. Thrillville
3. World of Warcraft (PLEASE DON’T KILL ME !! )
4. Sudoku games (Serously people, just get a book. What do you need it on your PS2 for?)
5. Sim’s Bustin’ Out

Game Console you want the most-1 Max and Minimum
1. PS3

Game Console you are willing to crush- 1 Max
1. Probably… game cube. I controllers frustrate me to no end >.<

Why do you play video games?
Mostly just to relive stress… I really don’t like playing turn base games, I like just being able to get in there and get the job done, ya know?

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